I don't think I've ever cried this much within a month. This is by far the worst time of my life. My grandmother passed away last week, and my mother went back to China to get some closure after being back for barely a week.
AP exams are on Monday, and I'm not nearly ready. No test should be so stressful that it makes you break down in tears. Not to mention that it's the hardest of all of them and my worst class. No one should have to take a college level exam as a freshman. It's just insane. People keep telling me that getting a 3 at my age should be an achievement, but I know it's not going to be good enough for my mom. I swear to god, this test is going to give me a fucking ulcer and atleast two anxiety attacks before it's over. I will cry during the test. That is for sure. I'd also like to say "Fuck you Congress. I don't care that the Senate can ratify treaties and that the House can't. I don't give a shit about what all the different committees in the House does, and no, I don't care about your checks and goddamn balances. Same goes to you Mr. President. Who gives a damn which of your powers are enumerated? And no. I am not going to waste my time learning that in recent years, you've relied strongly on the White House Staff for advice!"

Oh yeah, did I mention my dad thinks I should already know what I want to major in? Again, I'm a freshman in highschool. I've got two years to decide, but no, not good enough. You divorced my mom and you're only here now because she isn't. You have no authority, atleast, you shouldn't. I refuse to do research on college majors and minors everyday, and no, I'm not sending you a summary of my non-existant research. I don't care if the Wikipedia article on psychology is interesting.

Hello there mental breakdown. Long time no see.